3 months | topay's Blog

I still can't get you outside my head, I can't move on as easily as I think I could be. I keep dreaming, to something that would never happen.
2 years ago you beg me to stay, for someone that never have any responsibility and connection with someone else... I dare myself to jumped in. I was in my downfall that day, the one that I love so much left me... It took months to make me come to life.
I believe that you're the angel who saved me. I believe that you're the reason why the one that I love so much left me that day. But I'm wrong... Is it my karma? I still don't understand.

I still love you right now after how you treat me for months... I'll be honest I still love that person who left me 2 years ago as well.. I just can't kill the love.

The feeling that I got two years ago I got it back once again this day....

An emptiness...
Like my soul already dead inside.

I'm happy to watch all the people that I love were happy with their life now.
Love never go along with my path.

I'm just.. An audience.